DEAR JOHN

Dear-John

I knew your smile caught my heart
Your very laughter tickled my fancy
I should have known I would fall like this
Fall yet feel no pain
Because my heart bumped with yours
Those slight dimples
Caught the corner of my eye
My heart fluttered a bit
When I sat next to you
I smiled internally
Knowing I had found him
Him who made me have perfect dreams
Of hands holding me close
Feet that walked by my side
Kept me from loosing my way

Dear John
I should have said so
That my mind was made up with you
Your hand I wanted to hold
Forever
If that were possible
I should have let you know
My heart melted
Into a puddle of vanilla butter
When you sounded my name
Those messages
Ever crafted with your reaction in mind
Should have said I love you
In many definite ways
I should have known I would fall like this
Then maybe
Maybe then
I would not have let you go that easily

Dear John
Here is my letter to you
Mailed from a sense of loss
Loss of letting you go
Before you made so much sense to me
Like a Blanket  on a cold winter night

I THINK ABOUT HIM WHEN YOU HOLD ME

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Forgive me for sinning
For committing adultery
For fornicating
In my mind
With my lips still on yours
Arms wrapped around your neck
My waist dancing amidst yours
My feet planted on yours
Still I think about him
When you hold me

Forgive me for sinning
For committing adultery
For fornicating
In my body
Each time you kiss me
Every time you whisper in my ear
Whenever you hold my hand
When I lay on your lap
I still think about him
When you hold me

Forgive me for sinning
For committing adultery
For fornicating
In my heart
With my words I whisper to you
Fingers caressing your hair
Mouth saying I love you
Inside the orgasm you give me
I still think about him
When you hold me
He is my Temporary insanity

YOU ARE MY MATE

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The end of this journey unknown
Deep into the caves
I am hiding from loneliness
A beaten down soul like sea weeds Whistles are too loud for my tired ears
May I wrap myself into you
You and I belong together
In this silhouette night sky
Black as a raven
Always wanting your arms around me
As your skin caresses mine
In a language we understand
It is all so right
As you are Labeled my soul mate

CONQUER THESE EMOTIONS

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Emotions
Have been slowly eating at me
Emotions of heartaches
Emotions of regrets
Emotions of guilt
Emotions of unhappiness
Emotions
I need to take charge of them
I have to dilute their effect
On my heart
I need to Conquer these emotions
Deathly and unforgiving
Emotions

DRUM BEATS OF THE SAHARA

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I hear the sounds of the morning
The sun has already peaked from clouds
It is a land filled with expectations
Africa my motherland
Born out of determination
Created from experience
By our ancestors who lived before us
As the skies turn blue then white
I look at the horizon
See futures that we yearn for
Happiness that is sometimes fleeting
We all want a hope that stays
Deserts call for their thirst
As life begins from a hatched egg
I dream of a better life ahead
Life made to be lived to the fullest
I watch the sun descend the horizon
Dances split the stillness of the air
As night approaches
I hear drum beats
In the middle of the Sahara desert
Life begins anew
Children are born
Mothers celebrate life
Africa my best life yet lived
On a land that never sleeps
Refreshed by its Spring waters
Comforted by its diamonds in the soil
Love made in the African pot
Brewed into expectant hearts