Midnight creatures
Knew my matte secrets
Secrets of my lusty trysts
With enchanted princes
Kings of forbidden kingdoms
Even merchants of steel
I have been a slave to my desires
Groanings that wondered my thighs
Ashamed not of my naked breasts
That feared not
The touch of a man
A man mastered in the craft of lovemaking
Tampering with my sanity
At the point where whimpers escape my throat
As eyes filled with droplets of silky tears
When he entered unguarded domains of a female
My tapered past
Filled with men between my legs
Reflects in your eyes
Filled with anger
Burning with disgust
Closing in shame
Scattered with regret
You knew me as no saint
A sinner on this earthly nest
Just as you a sinner at midnight
We have sinned together
Embodied in promiscuity of nudity
Indulged in the food that ancient gods killed for
Filled our waists with wetness of abandoned forests
You cannot judge
A maiden given in to your masculine desires of fullfillment
That burned hot deep below your throat
My past
May be Tapered with sinful desires
Yet you have fallen in drunken stupor
From these very hills on my bossom
Fallen asleep
Inside these very thighs that you now despise
Hold no grudge against my past
My passion now exists only for you
Allow my tongue to erase
Thoughts that haunt you
On my knees I will stay
Until you call my name again
With a burn that melts the heat from volcanoes
You are my sin
As I am your sinner



I knew your smile caught my heart
Your very laughter tickled my fancy
I should have known I would fall like this
Fall yet feel no pain
Because my heart bumped with yours
Those slight dimples
Caught the corner of my eye
My heart fluttered a bit
When I sat next to you
I smiled internally
Knowing I had found him
Him who made me have perfect dreams
Of hands holding me close
Feet that walked by my side
Kept me from loosing my way

Dear John
I should have said so
That my mind was made up with you
Your hand I wanted to hold
If that were possible
I should have let you know
My heart melted
Into a puddle of vanilla butter
When you sounded my name
Those messages
Ever crafted with your reaction in mind
Should have said I love you
In many definite ways
I should have known I would fall like this
Then maybe
Maybe then
I would not have let you go that easily

Dear John
Here is my letter to you
Mailed from a sense of loss
Loss of letting you go
Before you made so much sense to me
Like a Blanket  on a cold winter night



We were a walk away from reaching the altar

He said he never loved like this before

How life lied on my faceless regret

Filling me with unnecessary hopes

Dreamless nights

Channeled by midday nightmares

How was laughter to rein my conscious

Dreading a morning without his

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I’ m back
To wanting to curl into a ball
Disappear from this universe
Telling her is one thing
Telling him
Or them
Is another
I just feel like i will be judged
And condemned
Judge and jury style
I hate this
I wish she wasn’t pregnant
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The door bell rings loudly
My heart beats too fast i can’t breath
Slowly i rise to get to the door
I keep hoping it’s you

I hear footsteps from the distance
Hear voices speaking softly
I listen more keenly
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